Friday, July 11, 2008

Today...

was an exhausting, hard, awful, intense, very difficult day! One of the worst days of my life! I am glad it is over for now and I made it through. I just want some peace! You know those moments that you wish you didn't have to live? Those moments that you want to escape and avoid with every fiber of your being? I had too many of those moments for one day. It was overwhelming beyond anything I am prepared to handle. But somehow, I made it through the day. Now, if I can make it through the rest of my life, it will truly be a miracle! I just wanna know, why is life so hard? I just wanna be a mom and raise my children to be responsible functioning adults in society without all the extra crap! Is that really too much to ask? Hasn't life taught me enough already? What am I not learning? What am I missing? What do you do when you have no strength left? What did I do to deserve this? Peace, I just want some!
Okay, I'm done for now...

4 comments:

Hillary said...

I'm sad to say that I know what you mean. My really bad awful how did this happen day happened two weeks ago. I did survive but it took one day at a time and I still am getting over it. I hope one day we can look back and understand it all. Hope things get better :)

Kelli said...

Why,sometimes, does it seem that everything happens on the same day? I hope things go better for you!

A Mom of Boys said...

I am glad to know that I am not the only one that has those kind of days.

A Mom of Boys said...

No Larissa. I was not talking about you.